8 weeks Until Fatherhood...

Hi all out there in CyberLand,

Well as the title suggests there is only 8 weeks to go until Sarah and my life gets thrown into utter turmoil as the most wonderful gift form God will enter our lives... A child. Of course the baby could be early or late so 8 weeks is really only a guide. But Very exciting, and even a little bit scary times are drawing nigh.

Sarah finishes work at the end of this month. I am still looking for work, but at the moment, there is nothing jumpign up and saying pick me, pick me!!! So I am basicalyl applying for anythign and everything at this point. The scary part for me is that if I dont' have work by the time Sarah finishes, we are in real trouble. I would appreciate your prayers for us in this matter if it's not too much trouble :)

Deep down inside I know that I have faith that God will provide for us. He always has in the past and I find it hard to belive that he would stop now with a baby on the way. It's just that God always leaves it to the last minute! Well he does for me anyway, maybe it's all a way of strengthening my faith? But I tell you, it doesn't do any good for the stress levels! :) In a way I kind of feel bad for doubting God in any way. He has been soo amazing to Sarah and me on many occasions. You'd think after all of the stuff He has done for us that I would have no troubles in just lettign Him do His thing. But sometimes I still have doubt in my heart. I know that's wrong, but I guess I am just human and it's natural??? I don't know...

Ok, that's all for now. Just a quick update on my twisted mind, hee hee.

Love you all,

Stay Tuned

Jeffros